She's lost inside...

julesrules83 @ 2007-01-24T00:07:00

2007-01-24T08:09:32Z

You know the Bible 95%!

Wow! You are awesome! You are a true Biblical scholar, not just a hearer but a personal reader! The books, the characters, the events, the verses - you know it all! You are fantastic!

Ultimate Bible Quiz
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well, that's a laugh and a half. eeny meeny worked for most and perhaps something from 11 years of private catholic school got through to my memory.

my roommate just about died laughing so hard at my result....this is really funny.

rofl

2006-07-18T02:19:28Z

<td align="center"> Julia --
[adjective]:

Sexually stunning

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

interestingly accurate

2006-02-25T13:24:11Z

the Helper
Test finished!

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
Share fun times with me.
Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
Let me know that I am important and special to you.
Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.

In Intimate Relationships

Reassure me that I am intersting to you.
Reassure me often that you love me.
Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a Two

being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
being generous, caring, and warm
being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a Two

not being able to say no
having low self-esteem
feeling drained from overdoing for others
not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings

Twos as Children Often

are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
are outwardly compliant
are popular or try to be popular with other children
act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)

Twos as Parents

are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
are often playful with their children
wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
can become fiercely protective

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You liked the test? so please RATE it :-)

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CX

Would you rather have chosen:

AX (SEVEN)

BX (NINE)

CY (SIX)

CZ (ONE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 0% on ABC

You scored higher than 31% on XYZ

Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

public post

2006-02-11T07:39:13Z

leaving this journal. starting a new one...not yet. but soon. this one is too crazy. it's time to get my support on rather than my trigger. not that i'm aiming for recovery but if i continue to surround myself with sickness, i'm never going to reach a point of motivation.

perhaps i'll come back and surf through it. leave some comments. (like i do that often as is, eh?)

i'll find you out there again.

hahaha

2005-11-22T08:06:34Z

PARENTAL

ADVISORY

JULESRULES83 CONTAINS
EXPLICIT LYRICS

From Go-Quiz.com

at least i'm not schizoid, right?

2005-11-15T06:55:31Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

take this match...

2005-11-14T00:12:35Z

i'm really not goth or emo....

Quote:Take this match and start a fire. Melt the
shards of my broken desire

You hide pain. You have probably had a bad past and
are constantly reminded of it. You have been
hurt your whole life and it just keeps
building, it never goes away. You've tried and
tried to be happy but you just fall farther
down. You wonder now if its worth even trying
to get up. All it does is cause you pain. You
wonder why people can't help you. Do they care?
You don't let anyone in you are afraid to let
people get close to you so that they can hurt
you. People may label you as goth or emo
because you give off the vibe becuase you are
constatly sad or quiet. People stay away from
you because you are different. You may be
artistic taking your pain and making beatiful
poems, stories, songs, paintings, drawings,
ect. You just want someone to melt the ice
around the broken pieces of your heart and
bring it back together. Don't worry one day I'm
sure someone will see your pain and help even
if you push them away. And they will be the one
to save you. Just hang in there.

~We all hide something from the world...What do you hide~(with beautiful dark pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

yeah right

2005-08-14T19:18:27Z

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.

You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.

Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Good Bye

2005-07-22T18:10:52Z

HUGELY EDITED:

leaving my journal. can't handle this online journaling addiction. this insane need for people to know how much pain i'm in and validate it. i need to get out there and tell as much as possible to my therapist and the others involved in my care. i'm returning to paper journaling where i can say everything. i don't have to worry about somebody stumbling accross it; people judging me; or the privacy of others.

it's just gone too far.

i can't believe i would stoop so low as to support eating disorders in others. i got caught up in it all. now, realizing, that my ED doesn't need outside support. it's all in me. i don't need to have other people "understand" me. it's a lonely disease and i was fooling myself to think that i would feel less alone by talking with people who could relate.

fuck those who think this is a lifestyle. fuck those that understand that it's a disease and still encourage it (tho i'm guilty of it too).

bye people. i will miss you and i'll be thinking of you.

julesrules83 @ 2005-07-09T22:05:00

2005-07-10T05:09:52Z

oh dear. i'm uber tired and i gotta work allll nite. yuck. just over 10hrs and i can go to bed.

i have the hungover binges today. lol. some people get the "beer runs" (okay...i have those too) but i just CANNOT stop eating...binge-purge-binge-purge-binge-purge-binge-purge. not even "binging" i guess but i've eaten like....about 1800cals today. GROSSNESS.

okay. gotta organize myself now to get outta here. i hope it's slow tonight. as long as everyone keeps breathing i'll be happy. ;)

later peeps!

okay...i gotta stop this!

2005-07-09T21:06:06Z

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Lazy Assassin.

Where You Lived: Russia.

How You Died: Dysentery.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

at the rate i'm going....

2005-07-09T21:02:57Z

Your Summer Love Type is Go With the Flow

A great summer love may be in the cards for you ...
or not.
You'll have a fantastic time this summer, taking what comes.
What you want is flexible - what you'll get is up in the air.
No matter what, you'll have fun - and maybe a few flings!

What's Your Summer Love Style?

haha. i love these things!

2005-07-09T20:58:32Z

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it
And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well
You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out
But you've got plenty of intensity in return

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

well this tells me a lot....

2005-07-07T05:05:02Z

You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

duh...really?

2005-07-07T04:53:59Z

You Are the Reformer

1

You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong.

High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them.

You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect.

You have the highest integrity, and people expect you to be fair.

What number are you?

yay!! it matches my layout colors!

2005-07-07T02:52:25Z

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Friends Only

2005-07-04T04:27:41Z

Comment and I'll likely add you!

soooo right!

2005-07-03T04:28:32Z

Your Summer Anthem is Switch by Will Smith

Back at it, this cat is the wit and the charm
Taking you higher, like a syringe hittin' ya arm
Bringin' the fire, making your Benz ring the alarm

This summer, you bring the party (and attitude) with you wherever you go.

What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

yup...this is my saterday nite.

2005-07-03T04:26:23Z

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

maybe this will work....

2005-07-03T03:54:32Z

Your Slanguage Profile

Canadian Slang: 75%

Aussie Slang: 50%

British Slang: 50%

Prison Slang: 50%

Southern Slang: 25%

Victorian Slang: 25%

New England Slang: 0%

What Slanguage Do You Speak?

good to know

julesrules83 @ 2005-06-20T16:52:00

2005-06-20T23:52:40Z

i'm back. will update later in a friends post.